Wednesday, August 17, 2005
everything was lyke in a Mess

seems lyke everything is caused by mi

perle says itz not my fault,itz sudden

thought it over but i m lyke still crying

itz lyke being SO UNFAIR

whie does someone hu alreadi hv such past be..i dun wannna sae it

my eyes are lyke swollen now

if i could help her NTH NTH would hv happened
but i din..i din noe wad to do.

she helped mi from young till now..

PERFECTLY fine on my bdae..but now..whie now..

everything seriously juz crashed down.

Itz too much too much for a person to take it.

she is lyke the best cousin but what happened

he made her died.

i m lyke so depressed
but i m trying
trying to be farni cheerful

one min u c mi smiling happing luffing awae

but wad do u noe

i dunno wad happened to mi larh

i juz pour out everything to perle

wadevA crappiness all those shitty feelings blah i wanted to talk to him but he wun understand..